What am I?

Shot and edited with an Infinix X510 I’m a mess I’m confused Entangled in my own self I’ve created my own maze And I don’t have a way out I’m a mess But a colorful mess I’m beautiful, bright too A delight to the eyes I blend perfectly wherever I am Adding color to your space But deep within myself I’m just a beautiful mess Only I can see this misery Hi! 😃 Thanks for reading. Let me explain this one. So I was at a friend’s office last November. I saw this thing on his desk and I liked it. It’s a yo-yo... I think. I was playing with it as I admired it. I loved how beautiful and colourful she was. I decided she is female and I named her Josephine, Jojo for short 😂. There is a reason for that name though, but you will just conclude I’m not normal so let me leave you to figure it out. Anyway, I decided to do a photoshoot for her. My friend, Deji, was the ‘assistant photographer’ (please don’t shoot me Deji). Now some of you